They are acting like they selected the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with to also monitor in private, maybe a little at first, like she has to stop with me if I do it and do it herself, and they don't want it to make sense to me. Everyone is beside themselves and I don't care for any of it.

The people monitoring me in private are wasting my life.

They keep saying my grandma is being stuck up like she's all that for having a higher percentage of German blood. They said I would not "get" anything and instead serve others socially and that my kids would be menial forms of that, like my life is laid out and somehow will fit in that way, with them monitoring me in private. I told myself it was untrue and the sat there and sorta said no!