I keep getting I'm supposed to take responsibility for others looking silly explaining their being mean to me.

Are people stalling for time and not wanting to talk to me, just wasting my time so I get in trouble with the people monitoring me in private so it can ruin my life and time with the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with?

Maybe, I don't know the best thing to say, but I was shocked, too, and tried to be nice.  I'm the one who was treated like trash, but I didn't treat anyone like trash.

I don't see how it's right or polite to say I'm "shit." If I'm dangerous and offensive, it's sad it may not be changed, but I am better off than others except they're not half Chinese.

Funny when they turn against me and how much these days. Maybe, they just have their own motives but no clear and apparent reason.

People are being nasty to my face like there's something wrong with me and maybe they're okay.

People are acting like something is wrong.

Again, I'm being told I'm shit like that's true.