They don't seem to get how much they ruined my life and how "stupid" they are about me.

They have been at this too long and want to drop getting out of it.

They keep acting uncomfortable, like well you did something and since you're shit and believe you should be punished give in to me. I'm an adult and I was just upset and hit my bed, etc.

The people monitoring me in private might think they got the better of me like they pretended to be my grandma.

How selfish and inattentive intellectually can what they say about my grandma be? Oh, just take away the whole "relationship" with the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe she's supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, she's not ready because she released controlled physical anger in private at my "shit," the biggest so far.

They are having my grandma act big and bad and beside herself like she can take away the biggest things in my life if I show any physical anger in private.

They keep making fun of me and getting annoyingly involved in me.

They don't care if they ruined my life. They said so, like it "wasn't" a big thing.

They keep taking away big things to me in my life.

They keep ruining my life if I show any physical anger in private.

They keep acting like they can't say anything right, like they can just do anything to me, like it's because it's a weird kind of communicaiton.

They keep starting at me and saying I did something that means it's okay.

They said I can't meet the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like I did something.